Gah, dirty old man that writing professor is. He was trying to explain why an attractive female would be called a fox. Say it out loud. Do you get it...?Woohaaa I passed my bio midterm with a decent grade! Now for anthro...=P I don't know when I'll find out about that sucka...probably Thursday.

Oh yeah, happy halloween peoples.

I'll update some more later, I'm not in the mood I guess bleheheh

Well, we went to her dorm afterward. Middle Earth is so...hotel-y. So I met some people in her hall and had a chance to talk to her roomie...who drove me back to Mesa before they went to the market (thanks!)

So noooow I've got a schmuckload of writing stuff I need to do. I so meant to start early...hahah. Oh well...=\ I feel like I've had my psycho energy sucked out of me these past few weeks. I don't know if it's a good thing but yeah...no more dorm room "clubbing" with our reading lamp strobe light and mr. bubbles bubble juice. Ahhh...yes. Those were the days =P

I got to talk to Simplewishes online today. She's back, in a brace and in pain, but she's back and she's okay =)

So yeah, I'm in a pretty good mood. Sort of anyway...congenial if you will. The talk however...hearing my own thoughts coming out of someone elses mouth...for some reason...I'm missing everything now. Everything and everyone. I'm feeling a little more comfortable right now...talkin to P and M...not only that I've had the first comfortable convo with Random in a while. But things have changed.

I don't think I've talked about this in my blog before but...? Whatever...lots of things that have been bothering me but this in particular. I've spoken my mind though, and I'm all up for reconciliation. Things went from good, to "better" (better in quotations because I don't know how good it really was) to bad...to far worse than I imagined it would get. And now....what can I do.

You know, I really want to see everyone now...looking forward to Thanksgiving break...I think. I just hope I'll get the chance to see everyone.

Okay that was a very tangent-y blog. Sorry about that.....

I wound up going to dinner after all. Random Girl got hungry so we went to commons. We were delayed on our way out because the haunted house judge was touring our mess of a haunted dorm living room. It was crazy...I mean...our hall went all out. It's quite a sight to see...just this huge incredible mess. I mean, with fans, blacklights, green cotton spiderwebs. And there are trashbags all over the place. They're covering like, all the windows and walls and half of the lights in the living room. It honestly freaked me out when I went downstairs this morning. From the outside, it looks like we're all boarded up or something because of the black garbage bags over the windows. If you're a UCIer who wants to see this mess, it's going to be up until Halloween. Plenty of time =P

So yeah, came back and studied for a while. Random studied here too because it was quiet in here. The dorm is pretty quiet/empty right now. I'm just going to finish up some anthro studying and then see if M wants to look at my notes after all. Ah well...so it goes.

The roomie is out w/ UJ right now so I've got the perfect opportunity to hit the books. But I dunwanna....bleh. I guess I have to. I'll probably be blogging again later...sheer boredom...procrastination fo life.

You know what, it's really strange. A couple of weeks ago I was driving to Old Town Pasadena (three weeks ago..?) and I drove past HOWs supermarket. On the marquee thing it said "Congratulations [insert name here], bagoff champ!" or something like that. I was like Dude...I wonder who this [insert name here] is? Guess what? [insert name here] lives in my hall! Craaazy isn't it. I found that out when I was watching him ftp his page for 3A to the UCI server. For those of you who are wondering, HOWS is at Huntington and San Gabriel Blvd =D

So anyway, I took a nap today and now I'm wondering whether I should go to dinner or not =\ I ate lunch late and I have a lot of reviewing to do for my midterms tomorrow. M from bio just called. He needed to borrow my bio notes, and I haven't started studying my bio yet gaaaaahhhh. I have about three hours before he's going to call again to pick them up or whatever he's going to do. Flah.

Oh yeah, Oishiri called our dorm phone today but both me and Apes were out at the time *sigh* Shimatta.

Yo soy una freak hermosa. Look for Beautiful Freak by the Eels (I think that's right...) The lyrics are interesting. The song of the moment, however, is No Sensitivity by Jimmy Eat World...the acoustic version of course. I'm taking my kisses back from you/I want my kisses back from you... I had Apes send it to me via AIM =) Ethernet...gotta love it.

No, I don't know why.

I was thinking about the plays we did for government. Entertaining. One of the groups did Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? Interesting...watching the somewhat serious governor Gray Davis loving speech-er Cal Girl playing a naive drunk, exclaiming in a slightly hysterical high-pitched voice "I think I'm going to be sick! I think I'm going to be sick!" after partaking in a little too much "alcohol" (this was a school thing of course it wasn't really alcohol...) In our play there was this girl who was supposed to have a lisp. That was entertaining as well....

Bah. I think I'll study all tomorrow. I didn't meet with my writing prof on Friday because he wanted to move the appointments to Monday, which was fine by me. So yeah, I have to go meet him there at eleven. Whooop de doodles.

Funny, when I'm not here Apes listens to my music. When she's not here, I listen to her playlist.

Speaking of Apes, UJ has started updating his page. Dare I link it...? Or shall I keep it all to myself...hahah. No really...I'd have to get his okay first. Blah blah blah I know you're reading. No matter...any addition to my list of dailies is welcome. Eh. Yadda =\

So I've got anthro to study for. Midterm on Tuesday. Wooohoo. Bio too. I have to go buy a scantron tomorrow...I really hope I don't forget or I'm screwed. I'm blathering now. Why oh why do I babble on and on without saying anything. Then again, you are reading bwahahahahah. Okay I'll stop now...

Uneventful weekend. I did some shopping. I know I had said that I should stop buying books when I haven't even finished the ones I have...but I have no willpower sometimes. I got three new books. *sigh* If it makes it any better I've finished almost everything I bought this weekend. I finished Animal Farm the day I got it...which was Friday. I know the freshman at Schurr HS were given that book to read over the summer. Easy reading. I'm over a third into The Hundred Secret Senses. I left that at home, since I need something to read over the weekends and I always forget to bring my dorm books home. The other book I got I had already read. The Childrens Hour, the play that me, Apes, and a bunch of other people did for government last year. I was Lois Fisher. I don't know Latin. Here's a picture of our cast after we finished with the play. We had a "wrap party" right afterward, with apple cider and everything =)

I've got a nasty PC sitting on my desk in my bedroom. Looks like my major is going to be carrying me into the inferior world of PCs. If I take a minor in digital arts perhaps I will retain some of my Macintosh dignity...

In all honesty I don't feel like blogging right now. In fact, I have midterms to study for...so I'm over and out. Over.

I left a note for the Aiyah chick yesterday about the new Lois-Ann Yamanaka book. I recently bought one of her other books that I read and liked. Turns out her newest isn't all that great. Maybe I won't get it after all....I guess I've been on some sort of book-buying binge. I was thinking that I should read more over the summer, and that I should do more recreational reading when the school year starts. Soooo I brought a bunch of books with me. Most of them I've read. I have BNW, Kitchen, Sybil, Candide, The Color Purple, The Mayor of Casterbridge, 1984, and Wild Meat and the Bully Burgers with me in my dorm room. I'm reading The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand right now. Let me tell you, it's a looong book, and I don't get too much reading done here at school. It's not too bad, but I think it would be better if I read more in one sitting. I've broken it up so much that I forget what happened sometimes. I still need to read Kitchen by Banana Yoshimoto. I bought it a couple weeks ago when I bought Wild Meat and the Bully Burgers in Old Town Pasadena. I'm not too sure what it's about, but it's supposed to be good...I'll find out. Sooner or later.

Apes and I are rubbing off on eachother music-wise. She's complaining that I'm ghetto-fying her with my mainstream hip-hop/r&b stuff. I'm starting to like some of her Dashboard among other things on her playlist. It's great, because mp3 transfer between us takes only a few seconds.

Damy said we could go to the ARC together after we're both done with classes at around 3:20. I sure hope we both feel up to it by then, because I really really need to go. Hahah....I hope I can find my goggles =\

Not that I can think of anywhere to go.

Well, I'm going to have to leave so I can meet Apes for dinner. I'll clean myself up a bit. Maybe even some makeup. Blaaahhhhh.

For some reason, I had the Boyz II Men song I'll Make Love to You running through my head while I was walking to my writing class this morning. Except I kept thinking "Light the wine/Pour the fire" instead of the other way around. I have a tendency to do that.

You know, no one takes Spanish! I asked one person what he took. French. Another person. French. And yet another. French. Another. Japanese? Well, it's different but it still isn't spanish! Everyone at Schurr took Spanish. I mean, we had like four or five spanish teachers, one french, and one japanese. Oh, and sign language too, but that's something else. I swear, most of the spanish I hear at this school comes out of my own mouth. Yes, my pathetic mucked-up version of the spanish language. If my spanish teachers were dead they'd be turning in their graves.

One thing Apes and I learned yesterday...plastic spoons aren't microwaveable.

Me and Apes made pasta in the hall kitchen. It turned out alright. Creamy pesto. S stole a noodle and stuck his finger in the empty pot to taste the sauce. Eh. So yeah, me and Apes made dinner for DJ. After we were done with that DJ and Apes walked me to humanities to meet ICS for the K-Pax screening. My knees were killing me after sitting for so long, but it was a pretty good movie. UJ said it was slow, but oh well. I liked it. Whatever suits your fancy fo life.

Well, today DJ came in to bring me and the roomie an odd shaped pumpkin. It looks like a squash...or a gourd or something. I'd show you if I could. I'll have Apes put it on a shelf to display. I'll have her put it on one of my top shelves because they're empty. They're empty because I can't reach them =\ I'm not quite five feet tall. It's a pain sometimes.

Yesterday was prime bumming day (actually, everyday is becoming a prime bumming day but that's besides the point.) Damy came over to bum with me after I got back from class. Well, actually he came over so we could go grab something to eat but we wound up bumming for about an hour before heading out for some In n Out (that's what a hamburger's all about). He came back and studied/slept while I read his ICS textbook and went through his program. He explained some of the stuff to me...I think I'm actually looking forward to taking ICS 21 next quarter. Anyhow, he went to sleep after going through his program with me and I cropped pictures for my page. We went to Starbucks after that (more caffeine...on top of that diet coke I had w/ my food) and then he went to class. I came back here, wasn't hungry so I didn't eat dinner. I bummed with a vengeance. Oh, and I actually took care of some reading I had to do.

Spaz (as Random Girl would call him) said that if he didn't pass math 6A he'd take it with me next quarter (provided, of course, he decides to stay an ICSer) and help me out. Fo life. I'm looking forward to the programming type stuff, but I don't know about all that maaath.....*GAH* Whatever. It feels weird not taking math.

The roomie is out with UJ. There's a hella hecka grip of music playing somewhere outside. It's hella hecka fricka grippa LOUD.

Look here for interactive stickmen. It's a followup to the other thing...by the same person. Check it out.

Okay, starting with Friday...Sar came with Sunflower and Trace! I screamed when I saw her in the backseat of Trace's car. I haven't seen that chickie in a month. So anyway, we went to Koo Koo Roo's for some good chicken stuffs and then went back to school. We went to the bookstore briefly and then went to Middle Earth because Sar wanted to go see Poker. Stayed there for a bit, then went back to our dorm. We went back (Apes stayed at school) and I got dropped off....drove to school and then talked to some of the band peoples. Went to the game with Sar's daddy and got in for free =D Well, we won 20-12 (goooo Spartans!!!) and it was all good. Went to Starbucks for some good drinkin with Sar, Apes, Tbone, K, and Simplewishes. It was a lot of fun. I miss those days *sigh* I dropped off Sar and Apes and got some yummy JackInDaBox fries.

So the day afterward I went to the bandroom yet again for a reception for my awesome band director (former band director). I picked up Sar and took her to school. We talked, it was all good. She got me ice cream =)

I went to the mall with my mom later that day. Dang, okay this lady comes up to me and she's got her daughter and everything. It was so strange. She's like "My name is blah blah blah and this is my daughter blah blah blah and we're having a party at the end of this month." then she asked me where I went to school or something and I was like "Uhhhh Irvine" and then she's like "Oh the University of California Irvine?" and I'm like "Yeah" then she said "Oh you looked like a high school student." Blah, whatever. Anyway, she asked for my name and phone number. I gave her my middle name and real last name....and my real phone number....with the second to the last digit changed bwahahahahah. That made it easy to remember, which was good because she asked me to repeat it over again. Probably to make sure that I was giving her my real number HA foiled! It was like some anti-Halloween party near the Staples Center. So yeah....I'm not interested.

Okay, get this. I don't speak Japanese. So what does that mean? According to Hyper C it means I'm whitewashed. Dangies. I DON'T THINK SO. Anyway, I'm all good right now. I'm back, I'm good, I got photos developed babys so hold your breath!

My writing professor is just weird. It's horrible. Not only does he mispronounce the names of Maxine Hong Kingston and Amy Tan (come now...how hard are those?) but his interpretations are just...out there. When I sat in my English class last year the analyses we went through with my teacher made the heavens open up and everything become clear. This year--I am just incredulous. You really have to hear him to understand me. (BTW, he pronounces Hong Ho-nig and Tan Tawn) Oh yeah, and he spelled feminine feminene about four times. Now if feminene is a real word, please tell me.

I'm bored to tears right now. I want to pack but I get noisy when I do that...I'll do it after ten when Ape is supposed to wake up. I'll admit, I have a stalker-ish tendency to frequent online journals very...frequently. Multiple times a day, sometimes. Look for me. I use MSIE and a Macintosh. My domain is uci.edu. That should narrow it down for you.

I think I found a name for C (as in the C who lives in the triple next to ours). Random Girl. Not that she's random, she just uses that word a lot. People who know her can attest to this.

I'm going to my high school's homecoming game today. It's going to be me, Sunflower Girl, Sar, and Trace. We're going to watch the band and not the game because we're still band nerds yes we are. Whatever. I have an attachment to them. It's all good.

"Oh...my...GAWD Becky, look at her butt It is, like, so BIG She looks, like, you know, one of those rap guys girlfriends Who understands those rap guys anyway They only talk to her because she looks like a total prrrostitute I mean her butt It's just so BIG I can't believe it's so rrrOUND It's just out there I mean, it's like, SO gross"

"Oh my god Becky, look at her butt It is so big She looks like one of those rap guys girlfriends Who understands those rap guys They only talk to her because she looks like a total prostitute I mean her butt It's just so big I can't believe it's so round It's just out there I mean, it's gross"

So yeah, other than that, uneventful day. I can't think of anything special. I'm going to go to bed kind of early today because those eight o clock classes are just MURDEROUS. I'm incoherent anyway. I'm going home tomorrow. Cheeee-YEAH.

ANYHOW now that I've gotten the DAWWWWGs out of my system I can tell you about my day.

Damy took me out to dinner for my birthday fo life. Rainforest Cafe for lifes! I got what Leah got when we went last month. Mogambo Shrimp. Mmmm....hahah. Then we went to Diedrich Coffee where I got a cappuccino and two tins of mints...one for me and one for Irv because he likes them so gosh darn much. Thank me later I know you love me.

I changed the BlogBack code after I saw that she had a comment count. Looks like they added that after I added it to my blog. Mo frickers! Oh well, now it's here. Learn to love it. Please. Hahah. Seriously though I like to know who is reading this thing sometimes...I know Sar reads it. Oishiri does too. So does Damy. And a few others. Blah. My fingers are cold. I don't have class until 12:30 tomorrow (make that today) so anyway...I can go to bed whenever (yay!)

And so I ramble. Amazing how much I type--amazing how little I say.

I've got a post-it on my computer that says Have a Head day. There's a Hello Kitty eraser taped to it. A Hello Kitty head. Hahah. Sunflower sent it to me in her last letter to me. Coooool.

I'll probably type more later out of boredom. Or maybe I'll actually try and read or go to bed at a reasonable hour. Probably not. Darn coffee....bwahahhhahah.

Wooohooo now I can tag messages like Hey Lisa I Love You! and Hi Matthew! on the walls in my hood.

No that was not completely random. When I went home last weekend, that's what I saw tagged on the wall across the street. Lovely.

I'll tell you what is random. The stuff on my wall. Allow me to paint a picture with words for you...

-Many, many stupid photos.
-A flute newsletter from preseason 2000.
-Lots of blue pushpins spelling out Hot Stuff and lots more blue pushpins in the shape of a bear.
-An old game of MASH from like...fifth or sixth grade or something.
-A worksheet from AP Euro. I got 10 points on it.
-A printout of my fall schedule.
-Collage from Sunflower Girl
-Fliers from Welcome Week
-Business card for a driving instructor.
-A penguin I cut out of the Christmas wrapping paper that Trace used to wrap my birthday gift.
-Some frames that Leah had given me for Christmas.
-Note from Leah
-Five second self portrait my brother drew for me on the day I finished moving in.
-A cinnamon-roll lookin birthday card Oishiri made for me two years ago.

Okay the roomie is asleep until one and I'm going to sit here and type because I don't have anything better to do (actually that's a lie I have lots of reading to do but that can wait until later...) I'm busting my classical music Antonin Dvorák the CD I jacked from the Brother and took to school with me Slavonic Dances fo life. Anyhow, thank you to the people who remembered the birthday and all. Thanks to Oishiri and Leah for the cards mailed from faraway norcal. Thanks to "ICS God" for the thing he planned for me. Thanks to Sunflower and Trace and Scam and Damy for the gifts. Thanks to the Uncle for the flowers. Thank you to UJ, Apes, and Leah for the IOUs. Thanks to Damy, Sar, and Oishiri for the posts. Thanks to Piyo and Korn Lover for the ecards. Thanks to Sar for the phone call yesterday at like 3 am. Hahah. Thanks to anyone who told me happy birthday and stuffs. Gawd I'm getting sick of this.

So anyway I didn't really do anything yesterday. Class, nap, schmuck. *sigh* Thanks for putting up w/ my depressed phone call, Sar. Blah.

I went to sleep after coming back from class this morning. Slept from nine until ten thirty. Got up, showered. There was no hot water. That was a fast shower. I ate crap o noodles after that. C came in to get some milk for her cereal. She didn't get any hot water either. The sink is nasty. Someone keeps emptying all their crap o noodles and crap o vegetables and crap o bits of dehydrated meat in it. Someone left their bowls and stuff in there too. The drain always gets clogged.

Okay, that's enough about me today, for now. I need to take care of some biz. I owe letters to peoples. Blah. I miss Leah's blogs.

Okay...I have to go do my homework now.

I took pics to get developed on Friday. I should have them back by the next time I go home. Fo life.

Sar should be coming back on Thursday (as in...back to where we all started off...hometown...blah blah blah) for our high school's homecoming game on Friday. If she comes back, Apes should be going back too. And Trace and Sunflower should be picking me up and taking me home Friday afternoon. And we'll all go and have a good time. This is all, of course, assuming everything will go as planned. I'm crossing my fingers...

--No more juvy... it's straight up jail now. hehehe... Here's an interesting perspective on age discrimination....Click Me!

Go to the thing that says (comments) and click on it. It's down there by the time and stuff. Now fill out the stupid form and submit it. It should work....I tried it.

I just ate one of Apes' cheesecake bar thingies. Not bad, not bad at all. Especially since I can only eat one without feeling sick . Cheesecake has that effect on me...

I just feel like sleeping. I'm such a bum.

I added a comments system to my blog. It's BlogBack, very easy to do. I don't have all the fancy features but it's okay, better than nothing.

I did something very stupid after I got back from class. I ran my face into the edge of my shelf. I followed Sar's advice and iced it for a bit. It doesn't seem like it will bruise now...or at least I hope it won't.

Guess what it's someones birthday today! Let's call him CS. He was one of my freshmen last year, but I hear he ditched the mighty flutes for the percussion section. Bastard =( Anyway, happy birthday CS!!

=(

Toooo eaaarly.....

Yesterday I saw Irv. We went to go get lunch. There was this family sitting behind me. They had two young kids--boys. One was maybe three, the other might have been about one. Anyway, they both stood there and stared at me. It was somewhat disconcerting. I don't have much love for really young kids. Today in class, my dad asked the class if we had any true friends. He asked whether there was anyone that we would be able to trust enough to leave our kids with if we suddenly died (I mean, if we did have kids...which we don't...a good thing considering Mogy was the oldest student in the room and she's only eighteen). Mogy, Juniper, and Morsel looked at eachother and then looked at me.

I wouldn't leave them with Kelly.

Me neither!

She would like...

Eat them!

I wouldn't eat anyone's kid. But I don't know whether I'd really want them, either. So just as well, right? I don't know. We'll see.

Anyway, back to yesterday. I went shopping after Irv dropped me off at home and then came back and showered. Trace picked me up and then we went to go get Sunflower Girl and Apes. If only Sar had come we would have had our "Winter Formal" group =( Dang USC football game. Anyhow, we went out to dinner then went to go get boba. Since the outing was supposed to be for my birthday (BTW it wasn't my birthday, in fact it was her birthday yesterday...Happy Birthday) Trace and Sunflower had brought my gifts since they wouldn't be seeing me. We went to Apes house to open them. Fo life. We went home after that. I think I'm going out to dinner with my family tonight before I go back to school.

Posted because...I haven't posted in a while. Missed me, didn't you.

Oh yeah...when Apes and I went to Pippin, we saw Mighty Mouse there. Like whoa...

Me and Apes tried Pippin's a.k.a. Pimpin's food and stuff yesterday. Food is exactly the same as our commons, but the atmosphere is different. Not bad, not bad. Oh, and they actually label the dressings and stuff. Amazing.

Sar updates very regularly. Sometimes more than once a day. She's got a lot of computer time on her hands. She's also an insomniac. Oishirichan updates very regularly as well. Her updates are often lengthy and are great to kill time with. I love you Oishiri. Xinlei is a new addition to my regulars, but I'm glad she's there because she updates like clockwork. An entry a day. IIstix is not a journal, but is updated regularly nonetheless and is great to kill time with. Damy updates semi-regularly...blame those hours in the computer labs. Anyhow, there's nothing new to read as of now, so I'm writing. I'm also still tired so that's why I'm making very little sense.

Speaking of updates, Leahcimar finally updated! I rather like his update, too. He told me he'd only leave it up for ten minutes so I decided that I'd better make a screenshot...

Blah blah blah I think I just needed to talk and vent. I had cooled down quite a bit after I talked to Apes for a while. I also talked to Sar last night for about two hours. I'm pretty mellowed out right now. I could be better, but whatever. I've got my door closed and I'm exhausted. Antisocialism. New religion.

I'm not making too much sense right now...I think I'll sleep some before I attempt another post.

Sat outside in the common area with some people from the hall for a while. Just got back into the room a few minutes ago. I didn't eat dinner...wasn't hungry really. Gah. I'm tired. I'm achy. *sigh*

I should be doing homework buuut....yeah. I have some reading to do for anthro and I have to revise my paper for Writing39B (blah blah blah) because it, like, sucks. I went in to meet w/ the professor. I got my paper butchered when I switched papers with another girl in my class. Something I completely understand, since it, like, sucked. Hahah. Anyway, the prof didn't seem to like it too much. It had no structure. He did, however, say it was very good on the "sentence level". Woohoo, I can make good sentences. Right.

Sometimes, I wish I could take him to school with me =\

Blah. I guess I was pretty moody all weekend. Out of sorts, if you must. I'm telling you, I don't adjust well to change. The stress factor. I remember looking at a chart showing the levels of stress caused by certain events. I forgot what level changing schools was believed to be at, but I'm telling you it's up there on my list. I'm insecure by nature and kind of reclusive. Read Sar's entry for today. Well, not the marrying her computer part (although, when you think about it, it makes sense) but what she wrote at the bottom. Except I'm not absorbed in my studies. I don't really have studies to absorb myself into. *gah* What can I say. I guess I've been okay here, but I haven't met too many people that I can really talk to and relate to. The roomie and Scam are about it. I guess it just takes time...

I went to the bank today. The teller I had was this thirty of forty-something chinese lady with a heavy accent. She was talking to me about my deposit slip and I honestly thought she was trying to speak to me in chinese until I made out the words deposit slip. Other than that, I have no idea what she was saying to me. I just smiled, endorsed my checks, and left. She didn't even ask me for ID. I ran into the same problem when I was trying to get out of my very tight parking space. Some guy was trying to tell me I was getting to close to the car behind me or something so I rolled down the window and he came over to tell me what was wrong. He had a really thick accent, and I couldn't really understand what he was telling me. I guess my look was pretty blank because he started speaking to me in what I knew was chinese. So I said "What?" and then he said verrry slooowly "Do you speak english?" to which I replied in "perfect American English" (Joy Luck Club...read it and love it) "Yes I do" while in my head I was thinking and a helluva lot better than you do, too...

I mean, it's not like it's not there or anything. My good flute is in a drawer underneath my bed in my dorm room, and my marching flute and piccolo are at home in front of my nightstand. It's just that I can't play. I have no real reason to play. Not only that but the sound I make when "playing" is discouraging in itself. My tone has declined and my fingers just don't move the way they should. *sigh* =\

I'm feeling very mute today... I dunno why... i'm weird

I think he thinks I'm stupid.

Anyway, let me begin from the beginning.

Which is usually a good place to begin.

Dontcha think?

Okay, so let me get to my point. Well, I have no point but let me just say what I have to say. I ask lots of questions and he says stuff like "Well, I would imagine that it would be self-explanatory blah blah blah blah...." What can I say? I need things spelled out for me. I'm slow. BAH. He told us to cut out unnecessary words and stuff to make our writing easier to read. I wish he'd do the same with his speech. I don't dislike the man...I just wish he were easier to understand and that he wouldn't patronize me *GAH*!!

I actually checked out Ring Road yesterday with Scam after we watched Me, Myself, and Irene in my room. I had plenty of time since my first/last class ended at 8:50. So anyway, I didn't get anything and neither did Scam, but whatever. I tried to start my reading for bio but about halfway through I started talking to DJ and got distracted. We went to go pick up Apes from the library and we went to the Anthill place thingie above the food court at the Student Center. We walked her back to the library and stayed there for a bit and then went back to the dorm. I tried to start my reading again but then started chatting online...and then C came in and we started talking. Blah...after she left I finished reading my bio and sorta fell asleep on my arm. The thing is...Apes had stamped me with some date stamps at the library, so I woke up with the date across my jawbone. I didn't even notice until Apes pointed it out to me later. Well, when Apes came back from the library that night she wasn't in a very congenial mood, so we talked and then blew off some steam playing air hockey in the kitchen. We then went to W, D, and K's room and talked for a little while. It was late so we went back to our room. S was doing hwk and needed help staying awake, so he stopped by our room to get a frapp. Dang it was late...anyway we showered at about 3:45 then went to bed. I really prefer showering at night...but under normal circumstances there are too many people wandering around.

Blah...I really don't feel like going to class today. Anthro and bio lectures. Back to back. Shall I die? I shall. I shan't survive. *GAH*

I think I've actually got to start studying. I mean...I have started studying but not very well. Flashbacks to AP bio. Sounds like an easy class so far though. Darwinism. Yes. We all used to be apes. BLASPHEMY.

Doobie doo. Sar is bored. She posts like a madwoman. She's just like me =D

Guuueesss what. My new anthro buddy found my page with a google search. Awesooome. Here's a link to his page. Fo life.

Okay now I think I'm actually going to study now. And chat of course. =P

You know how KQ had told me that I was too tense? Well Damy got rid of the knots for me. *whew* He also took me and Apes to In and Out that's what a hamburger's all about.

You know what else Apesdid today? She got pho without me. Aww...She said it was good too. I've got to try some.

It was an uneventful day for me. I bummed around for quite a while. Tomorrow sounds like its going to be more of the same ish...somebody rescue me from this....muck. Ahhh...I'm tired now. I believe it is time for bed.

This is going to start looking like a collaborative blog since I just invited Sar to blog here too...so you'll be seeing her stuff here too. Fo life. Fo life.

I had forgotten to bring my Alicia Keys CD home this weekend. I'm listening to it now. She's so talented =\