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i know you miss me, but i'm too sleepy to blog.

kiss my knee. peace out.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 12:29 AM


who can i turn to


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 6:34 PM


I'm looking for...
A girl who picks up the tab (or offers to split it) on a regular basis.
Seems that this is a big problem with guys and their girlfriends. I didn't realize that this was an issue...as far as I know my (female) friends and I pay our fair share.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 6:19 PM


I'm looking for...
A guy who still wears Structure clothing now that it has become Express men.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 11:29 PM


If you're a UCI student who needs to make up a schedule...this is possibly the coolest thing in the world :) Lets you test out a schedule and check for time conflicts before you register. TOO COOL. The guy who wrote it was here in lab and he noticed Kit struggling with time conflicts and showed us the site. Turns out Cal has a scheduler like this but we don't, so he wrote one :)


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 2:38 PM


the heezies...?


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 11:38 PM


Since I've got a lot of homework...here's another one.

I'm looking for...

A guy that doesn't mind--or (even better) likes--to dress up.
I'm not even talking tuxes here. I'm talking a nice shirt, slacks and a tie (although if you like to wear a tux, by all means raise your hand :)) You guys are lucky, you know that? A collared shirt, slacks, and a tie can make just about every guy look good. I'd think you guys would take advantage of that.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 8:24 PM


I'm looking for...

A guy that doesn't think lip balm is too "girly" for guys.
You heard me. I've got to get to class, but if any of you guys are lip balm users, leave a message :)


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 1:31 PM


Take a look at Gabby's grammar/spelling post. The only one I got a perfect score on was the Spelling Bee quiz.

You know what? It seems that the word "weird" is one of the most commonly misspelled words. Weird.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 9:40 AM


Can you believe that Apes has never had Korean soft tofu or kogegohan (burnt rice that tastes like sembei). Lee's Tofu in Atlantic Square has this combo deal where you can get tofu and a plate of meat (beef bulgogi [sp?] or shortribs or pork) for 11 or 12 dollars. GOOD DEAL! The place Kit took me to charged about that amount for meat alone. Oh well. He paid MAHAHA. Well then again it was for my birthday....

Argh. Now I'm hungry.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 9:10 AM


Walking to class after eating lunch...
Henry is talking about games...or a game....or something related to a game...

Me: Hey...look over there it's those two girls that were holding hands.
Kit: OOOOO lesbians! Henry look! Lesbians!!!
Henry: (Glances over disinterestedly) Well anyway, the game was [blah blah blah more talk about the game]

HAHAHAHA I guess Henry doesn't see things the way the rest of the male population does...


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 10:36 PM


asdf


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 2:03 AM


ARGHHH my chest feels tight :( Can't breathe too well right now. BLARGH.

I wanted to tutor next quarter, but my schedule isn't cooperating.

ICS22. Java programming. I coulda done it too ;P

Oh well...


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 1:53 AM


One of my goals in life? To learn to scuba dive and get a license. My dad used to dive when he was in the military. He was stationed in Okinawa (warm!) for a while way way back, and I think that's where he did all of his diving. I went snorkeling once (yes, just once) in Hawaii at Hanauma bay, and even though the water was strangely cold (I couldn't get used to it) I had a lot of fun :)

Styna invited me to the gyno. So did Ape. Hmm...


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 9:42 AM


Woww....

Okay...I heard about the titling option but never bothered to check it out. Well here I am. With a title.

GROOVY


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 12:53 PM


Alphabet sex and bathroom reports??

Random ass video clip. Boyfriend gave it to me. I watched it in lab =0

(need windows media player to view)

*should warn you...some of the stuff is pretty sick =X keep that in mind before you click


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 12:25 PM


October seems like such an eternity ago *sigh*

So we're over halfway through this awful quarter and I think I'm going to have to resign myself to a low GPA (kissing all hopes of every achieving that elusive 3.5 overall goodbye) and just try and make it through alive. Granted, this does NOT mean that I'm allowing myself to fail anything. If that happens I'm going to have to shoot myself. Between the eyes.

With a water pistol.

Anyway, after several too-long Tuesday nights at the MRC, I have come to the conclusion that my coworker is strange. But funny. He swears that everyone should have a threesome at some point in their lives. I'm not exactly sure how this would better anyones life, but I'm sure that you XY chromosomed folks out there would be happy to explain his logic. Kinda like the lesbian thing.

Oh yeah, this is the same coworker that told me about the 30 day rule.

Went to ECheng.com tonight out of sheer boredom (seven hours of quality MRC time) and I swear this guy is my farking hero (I even told him so in his guestbook). Comp sci and music? Only in my dreams. Unfortunately, I am not talented enough in either field to dare tackle both ;P Not to say that I don't enjoy playing. I do, I'm just not too wonderful at it.

Most of you know that I played koto for most of my life. I started when I was six and stopped almost exactly eleven years later at seventeen. I think I was actually pretty decent for my age at one point, but that pretty much went down the crapper when school started getting hard and I started working (translation: less practice time). My senior year, after a huge fight with my parents, I decided to give it up. It was pretty painful calling my teacher who had been flying in from Las Vegas twice a month to give me a lesson to tell her that I was quitting. I think I went to my room and cried after I hung up. Yeah yeah, call it melodramatic, but it was a big deal to me.

The thing is I really miss playing. It's a shame the UCI wind ensemble was cut last year. Mmm so they weren't that great, but an ensemble is an ensemble. I liked some of the music, plus I didn't feel an enormous pressure to be the best or anything like that. It was a low-key sit-down ensemble, which fit my needs what with my classes and all.

Anyway, we're going to be closing soon.

Goo goo goo and ta ta.

(Can you tell me where that's from???)


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 10:31 PM


A couple more notes about that movie (yeah you know the one).

-For those of you who thought that it was crazy that she was able to take her sword on the plane as a carry-on? Look closely. There's another sword (belonging to another passenger I assume) in the foreground. Funny stuff.

-You really need to see this movie on the big screen. YES I'm getting it on DVD when it comes out, but it's not the same. If my brother still hasn't seen it by the time he comes back for Thanksgiving, I'm taking him!


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 6:25 PM


YAY IIStix is back :)


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 9:24 PM


My former honors world lit teacher cum (you sickos I know what you're thinking) fellow summer employee (granted she was a program coordinator and I was just a lowly section leader, of course) once told me about her recent visit to the gyno (yes, this is inspired by her most recent entry ;D) and then proceeded to tell me about her pap smear results and then casually asked me if I was on the pill as if she were simply asking me about the weather. Yeap, she's something else. She had a pretty bad rap, but working with her was so much different from being her student.

Mm happy V day everybody.

No not Valentine.

Veteran. No school today, but I had to come to work. So here I am.

This morning was nice though. Went to Kit's place last night and got to wake up this morning without an alarm. First time in ages.

My body can't handle fast food the way it used to. I suppose that's a good thing...?


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 7:07 PM


My mom gave me about ten gift cards for bookstores. Three for Borders and one for Barnes and Noble. Time for more EDWARD GOREY and my very own copy of Shel Silverstein's ABZ book :)

For Stiffamu: Did you get The Curious Sofa: A Pornographic Work by Ogred Weary? Very strange looking :X I think I'm going to get it HAHA!


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 9:55 AM


hello tasty blogreaders.

it feels like things should be winding down but at the same time it feels like i shouldn't feel that things should be winding down because i'll end up screwing myself into the ground.

down down down.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 9:25 PM


I think I'm now a minor in possession of alcohol =X Thanks Danno (aka the one who has been posting soft porn in my blogback) and Tony (aka LORENZO)

I was so tired last night that I just made instant curry (hadn't eaten all day so I was starved), talked to Kit, then went to sleep relatively early. For some reason, NOBODY was at the apartment when I got home at ten or when I went to bed at twelve! Styna commented and updated last night. Was surprised to discover she's still breathing. I haven't seen her in a week!

Got hot chocolate and a pastry this morning. Figured I had time since I was well-rested (for once) and that I deserved it for finishing my last midterm yesterday. I feel mellowed out right now.

I need to catch up on my reading.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 8:57 AM


It's freezing outside (by my standards) but I sat on the curb for 40 minutes anyway.

I feel crappy.

I've never felt so ditzy and stupid. Ditzy, stupid and lazy. Plus I have no common sense. It's a miracle I've made it this far. According to Darwin, people like me should have been wiped out years ago.

Shit I just knocked over a ruler and woke April up. Why am I so clumsy?

I've lost confidence in myself. These past four years have done nothing but prove that I'm not as good, smart, talented, etc, as I thought I was. I used to think I was some sort of "academic Raskolnikov". Based on what? My supposed intelligence. Something I've grown to doubt. Something I've grown to resent.

3/19/2001

I thought I'd come to terms with the disappointment after a few years, but instead I feel worse. It seems like I fail myself over and over again...and that thinking that I can succeed is just setting me up for yet another failure. Every time I fall short of my own expectations it's like I die a little...and all of a sudden all of my motivation is gone. The worst part is, I don't seem to have the moral support that I did in high school. In high school, my friends and I were suffering together. We suffered and worked hard and supported each other. Now, not only do I feel like a stupid ditz, but I feel that the people who are trudging through the ICS major with me look at me and see a stupid ditz, but who am I to say that they are wrong in believing so? What have I done to prove otherwise?

I don't know...I had such high hopes first year, and now I just want to make it out alive. Who was I kidding thinking I could graduate after taking on an impacted major? I think I was delusional. Well, I've gotten this far and I'm not turning back. I'm just not so sure that I've got what it takes.

I know I know, I have a midterm tomorrow and I'm wasting time posting about how crappy I feel. Blogging is theraputic. Those of you who blog know what I mean.

I just needed to get this off my chest.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 1:02 AM


wheeeeeee he updated!


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 9:34 PM


Pretty neat site. Mommy sent it to me.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 5:27 PM


Shake it like a Polaroid picture

Yesterday when I was in Jamba Juice waiting for my 16 oz. (:)) Peach Pleasure Outkast's Hey Ya started playing and when it got to that one part (you know the "shake it" part) this tall, conservative-looking forty-something year old blonde woman wearing a tweed blazer and slacks starts dancing. I was like WTF mate?

Okay that was all.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 7:37 PM


I still watch him sleep. I watch him breathe. It amazes me how another living being could possibly choose me to spend the majority of his time with and care about me so much. The most amazing thing is that the feeling is mutual.

I think I'm lucky.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 11:50 PM


MUST GET KILL BILL SOUNDTRACK!

Listened to it at Tower today. Now I must have it. Tower is always overpriced so I'm going to go elsewhere to buy it.

Told you I was obsessed ;)


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 1:22 PM


HEEHEE ;D


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 12:07 AM


Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that the movie FearDotCom was really really not good. Total ripoff of The Ring from the people dying x amount of days after viewing something to hunting for a dead woman submerged in water to try and stop the "curse" or whatever.

Halloween was yesterday. Happy Halloween. Today is November. Happy November.

No, I didn't dress up. If I did, I'd probably dress up as Go Go Yubari because one, I'm currently obsessed with the movie Kill Bill and two, I could probably pull off the psycho Japanese schoolgirl thing because I am a psycho Japanese schoolgirl. Sort of. Anyway. So I hear Henry has the mpeg? HOOK IT UP!!!!

Kit and I ate Alertos yesterday. Yum. I wish we had one here in SGV.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 10:36 PM


It's getting really hard to feel motivated enough to do homework and such. Impossible almost *shakes head* I was so energetic first year. I actually studied first year ;P For ICS classes anyway. Now it's hard to study for anything.

I have a headache.

Doesn't it feel like there's nothing to look forward to? Graduation isn't going to be for a while. The way things are going, it looks like I might be a little less than halfway done with college, and for me, the thought of trudging through another two years and one quarter sounds like hell. After that? Well, let's hope that I'll actually be able to find a job :(

I have yet to find my forté. I wish I knew what I was good at. It would make things so much easier.


(link) Midori | 0 comments | 9:13 PM


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