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I think I've fallen into some weird pseudo-depression. I've never been so tired of waking up in the morning. I've sort of put myself under semi-house arrest so maybe I'll get some stuff done, but it's not working. Instead I'm bored, depressed, and about to go crazy. I would have been better off getting out of the house and being kind of relaxed and getting nothing done, instead of staying at home being all blah and getting nothing done. Frustration is setting in. I feel trapped.
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| 12:42 AM
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Here I am again trying to do college crap. My college counselor sent me a questionnaire for me to complete to help him fill out my Freshman School Report for USC. There are eight questions, and I completed all but three.
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| 1:24 PM
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I like the way my page looks with a matching browser window. I like matching the browser window to the page I'm viewing. I'm so weird.  Isnt' it pretty...it's blueberry
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| 10:52 PM
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I need my license dammit. It would take a lot of the stress off of me. I mean, I've got places to go...and I hate getting rides. Even my parents get all whiny about having to chauffer me everywhere. If they can't do it? Impose on my friends. *. My nerves are shot. Goodbye.
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| 1:01 PM
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For a second there I just felt like crying. How could I have gotten to the point where I can't even enjoy anything anymore? Or...there is nothing to enjoy...maybe. Sar was just talking about how great it would be to go out and get something to drink and just sit there and really talk. Not about school or college or any of that, forget everyday stresses..just talk. And you don't know how much I wanted to do that just then. I still do. It seems I can't do anything without having some underlying worry. It's left me drained. I have nothing. I feel like an empty person.
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| 12:46 AM
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I used to think it was that damn piccolo that made me deaf. Now I think it might have been Kat's car (sim simma)
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| 1:40 PM
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I'm bored, and I don't really want to be online at the moment. But if I look like I'm not doing anything then I'll wind up cooking or something. This princess doesn't cook. She is also afraid of the stove. Oh yeah, Merry Christmas. So anyway, it doesn't feel like christmas. I think I stopped feeling it about two years ago. Pretty sad, but oh well. The stress takes all the fun out of it. The shopping, the wrapping, the card-writing. All of the stuff I just love to do. Do you detect sarcasm? Well, actually the shopping isn't so bad, because I shop for myself too. Haha. I think over the past month I've gotten myself a bunch of clothes and a CD. And I've treated myself to *bucks a couple times too. I think I'm going to go to the DMV tomorrow to take my permit test. I hope I remember whatever it was I learned in drivers ed. Most of it is common sense anyway, right? I hope it's not too crowded.
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| 12:58 PM
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Happy Birthday Sunflower Girl She's eighteen and ready to move out and support herself (yeah right). Merry christmas!
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| 11:01 PM
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Good day today...haha. Sar got her SAT scores back and she's actually happy with them! Congratulations...you really deserved them. And I have a car now. It's my mom's old car...which they didn't trade in (thankyouthankyouthankyou) We're going to keep it until I get my license...and then I'm going to get another car. Things are working out just fine... Issey Miyake smells really good on Tough Girl On me...it smells not unlike bug repellent. Dream by Gap all the way.
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| 2:08 PM
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My parents left for the car dealership about twenty minutes ago. They're not car shopping for me, unfortunately, but for my mom. So what are they going to do w/ her old car...? If they trade it in, I will be extremely upset. Unless they trade it in for two new cars...heheh...but somehow I don't think that will happen. I still need to take my permit test =X Oops.
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| 10:04 AM
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YOU KNOW IF YOU THOUGHT I WAS HYPER BEFORE...HAHAH...YOU'D BE AMAZED AT WHAT COFFEE DOES TO ME!!! Not much, actually. I feel pretty sedated right now. And I have an icky aftertaste in my mouth. May the aftertaste go to aftertaste hell. Anyhow, some people become disgustingly virtuous when virtue gets them out of doing something that they don't want to do. Shiesty ain't it? I guess everyone does it at some time or another. Yes, everyone including you. Including me. And we all know how angelic I am....haha =)
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| 11:57 PM
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What is that all about?
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| 4:54 PM
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Scam said.... Why do guys have to have morals!? They have them in all the wrong places!!! Yeah, there is probably some truth to that. A lot of truth. I don't think it's limited to just guys though. Girls aren't entirely guiltless either. BTW SOMEBODY finally got his page up! And it's blue...just the way I told him to do it...hahah. Anyway, go take a look.
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| 1:27 AM
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Ok I don't hate dress shopping but I hate wrapping gifts. I wish I had thought to get lots and lots of gift bags and tissue paper, but instead I got freakin wrapping paper even though I hate wrapping gifts!!!!! I hate doing christmas cards too, but I got those done this morning. I give myself a high five for that accomplishment. Why to myself? Because no one else really cares (and don't lie to me and say that oh....you care....because that's a freakin' lie!!!!) I'm cold...time to get off the computer and find me something to warm me up =)
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| 8:53 PM
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I remember saying that I really hate dress shopping...around conference or something. I take it back. I like dress shopping, only when I don't really need a dress.
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| 1:51 AM
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Oh yeah...I went into the music store...what was it...I forgot. Anyway, I saw that CD there (Moving Melodies). It had some Japanese stuff on the back. I think it said "pictographs and graphics-symbols". What does that mean?
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| 1:11 AM
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ATB Rules. Yes. I mean, I liked his "Moving Melodies" album and all, you know, the one everyone's heard before.. with Don't Stop and 9pm...BUT his newest CD(from the summer), called "Two Worlds" is has reached a whole new level. It's so deep.. and mellow. Very relaxing, very good. I've had this feeling the whole day that I never really woke up. Been in this funk all day. Went to the Ghetto Mall today to try and get some more shopping done, but couldn't even really concentrate on that. Anyway...
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| 9:17 PM
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... [Your brother] got his PSAT scores back. Oh yeah? How did he do? Thirteen something. Wow that's really good... Is it? Didn't you do better? Umm...yeah. Junior year, after all those prep classes. My sophomore year I only got a 1130. Oh... He did really well. Well...you'd better go tell him that...I told him he didn't. Turns out he got a 1390 . I'm so proud =) My parents are way too hard on him.
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| 8:36 PM
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I just went to the Apple.com site by accident. Macs are just so damn pretty!!! Irv was telling me about ATB's new CD, so I downloaded a couple of mp3s...yes I have heard his stuff before. It makes me think of sitting in Kat's car in the summertime driving down the freeway fo life...heheh.
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| 1:21 AM
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Bastards! They won't let me onto their application site! Yeah so anyway, finally getting around to working on my final application. Sent me a reminder yesterday. This one was yellow. Deadline is January 10. Eek.
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| 10:48 PM
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Your reason is as legitimate as mine. Don't smirk at me...! He works at Disneyland and made our wait time disappear *woohoo* What was I going to write...? Ah well.
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| 12:49 PM
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Oops.. I never went to formal because I didn't have anyone at the time, and I didn't bother to ask a friend to go. That's legitimate. =P Oh dayam.. who's Mark? *smirk^ he he he I can't believe your friend said that about Winnie the Pooh characters... even though they're correct... hahaha.. I STILL WANT TO SEE THE TIGGER MOVIE!!!!!!! okay, that's pretty much all. oh wait.. don't forget we must make our coffee run. ok, now i'm really done. byebye
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| 3:58 AM
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A brief analysis of the characters of Winnie the Pooh...by KQ -Winnie the Pooh is retarded -Piglet is manic-depressive -Tigger has ADD -Eeyore has clinical depression -Rabbit is reclusive -Owl is a pretentious know-it-all -Kanga and Roo have a dysfunctional family (think Oedipus...and where's the father?) Christopher Robin must be on something. He thinks his stuffed animals are real. Anyone care to watch any Winnie the Pooh movies w/ me? =)
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| 9:05 PM
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It was a long day, but it was fun. Crowded, but fun. =) Thanks for the hookups Mark! Love ya forever!
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| 12:29 AM
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I still hate XMAS shopping. But I'm almost done...just one more gift! And it's for my brother. I've got time. I saw a guy from my japanese class at the GAP. He works there. I never expected to see him again. I remember, I saw him at Starbucks on 11/10/00. I don't even remember his name. Oh well. Guess what, my social security number is floating around somewhere at school. I dropped my school report form thingie for my college app. Now I can't find it. So yes...I had to rush home, quickly download the form and print it, fill it out, and rush back to school so I could get it in the college counselors box. I barely made it. It's getting late. It's going to be a loooong day tomorrow. Two performances. One at a church, and one at Disneyland. I'm going to be dead tired. I'm already dead tired. BTW...I have a friend who needs a date for winter formal. All candidates must be male, must have $$$, and must be gentlemen who open doors and pull out chairs. She is overly sentimental and has hybrid vigor. I would tell you her name, but I would like to not die a painful death. Anyone interested please contact me. Thank you!
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| 12:25 AM
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xmas=stress fo life
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| 11:23 PM
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I'm drinking peach tea because I'm freakin cold It smells really good. It's not hot anymore, but it still smells good. It doesn't taste like much and it's going to stain my teeth, but it smells really good I'm starting my countdown...2 full days until we're off! The homework for break doesn't look too bad. I can only hope... So what's your excuse for not attending formal? And...I don't know if senioritis is a good reason for being a senior...haha...it's painful.
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| 2:07 AM
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Wow. I stop posting for a while, and suddenly this place is all depressing... hahaha, what's up with that? How could you skip your senior year dances? I mean, that's the whole experience of senior year. social, senioritis, graduation. The three main reasons for being a senior. Granted, I skipped winter formal senior year too... but look how I turned out. I'm pretty sure you wouldn't want to be like me, would you? And now you're supposed to consider JC? What happened there? Sigh... school is depressing. finals are quite stressful, even when I only have three. It's keeping me from doing other fun stuff, such as sleep, sleep, or sleep. Oh, here's a question: You too are tame! I mean... gees!
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| 12:43 AM
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Hahah...I think I'm really spaced out. When I said "more appealing locations", I meant more appealing than those chosen for prom. I'm sorry...I'm exhausted. I have a Baskins Cappuccino Blast sitting by me. It's got condensation all over the bottom and it drips all over the place when I pick it up. I don't even really like those things, I mean, they're okay but I get sick of them after a while. I just got it for the caffeine. I don't even know if it has a whole lot of it in there. I'm a Starbucks girl fo life.
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| 11:46 PM
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"one long week that won't last looooooong enough" I think Sar speaks for us all when she says we never have enough time to do what we need. This is the last week of school before winter break and there's so much we need to do. School is murder I tell you. So anyway, Apes and I took a short trip out to Old Town. She needed to get some small xmas gifts, and I just came along so I wouldn't have to go home =) Anyway, we stopped by at Jamba Juice. I got a headache from drinking it too fast. So yes. Winter Formal is coming up. I don't feel a need to go. Probably because I can't think of anyone I'd want to go with. Which is too bad. It's my senior year, and formal is usually held at more...appealing...locations. Oh well.
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| 5:45 PM
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heyyyyyy!!! ok soooooomeone's new design looks pretty spiffy. sorry bout the long hiatus...i've been REALLY busy with so many new projects. ill try to post more often. well...Macs sux. specially the new ones. they sux a lot...lol. well im gonna go now cuz i still hav some designing to do. wanna see what im working on? well it's: www.livertreats.com mebe u can give it some hits cuz it is kinda new.
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| 5:54 AM
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"I want you to seriously consider going to a JC" You have no idea how mad that made me. All I could see was four years of hell going to nothing. So much money going to APs, so much sleep lost, taking the SATs more than once, PSAT, time spent on prep classes....dang it! I'm not going. I don't care what my mom says. I'm not going.
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| 2:41 AM
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Friday at last. I thought the week would never end! Anyhow...Trace
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| 5:01 PM
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I don't like this page layout. It's only here because I got bored. I think I deserve a new toy for xmas. What can I buy myself? Hahah. I was thinking digital camera, but I don't know whether I can get one that's worth buying...I'll have to look into that. Anyway, I'd need one that I can hook up to a Mac. Because Macs, like, rule. I'm going to have to think up something new for this page over winter break or something. This dark page is starting to bother me. I think the last day of school is the fifteenth. Yay. I don't have to put up with this page for too much longer. I also mean to get my permit (again) over winter break. Yay. My uncle offered to take me out driving. In his car! He has my SC =) When I first asked him if I could drive it, he kind of looked at me like I was crazy and said "Heck no!". I guess he changed his mind, because later he offered to help me practice when I got my permit. I asked him what he would do if I damaged the car. He told me "That's what the insurance is for." If you say so....
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| 12:11 AM
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"all this money that i don't pay to get you into a non existent and fake Etiquette School for the Retarded children unable to Speak Proper Slang of America... better known as.. E.S.F.T.R.C.U.T.S.P.S.A." According to Leahcimar I don't speak proper slang. Whatevers foO. (faA....whatever)
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| 10:35 PM
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I was just thinking about this video that we saw a while ago in English. It was about a bunch of seniors who were applying to Cal. There wos this one guy whose parents wanted him to go to UCB so badly that they got him his own place near the Berkeley campus, hoping to increase his chances. I was very jealous. So there he was, living alone. Setting his own house rules. Keeping his own hours. I asked Sar what she thought. She said it seemed kind of lonely. I don't know. It's what I want right now. I somehow feel like I'd be more productive if I were living alone like that. By the way...he wasn't accepted
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| 12:18 AM
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I would like to thank Eric for making my skies bluer =) Apparantly, UCI and UCR are both expanding or something, so they are accepting many, many applicants this year. Well, compared to the number they usually accept. Too much college talk this morning. When I took a nap this afternoon, I had a dream about getting acceptance/rejection letters from all the UCs I applied to. It was weird. Cal rejected me (no surprise there) but UCLA accepted me (!) Yeah, and there were comments on my personal statement and stuff. Stupid comments. Like how I spelled "cat-scan" wrong or something. I didn't use the word "cat-scan". I don't know. I guess I'm just a little anxious. I feel a little weird. A litte overwhelmed. As usual. I've got this whole "hurry up and graduate" mentality thing going on. I just feel that there's nothing left for me in high school. Not good. I think that's kinda what's causing my laziness. Darn it...I got apple on my planner.
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| 9:40 PM
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I MUST...stop correcting people's grammar out loud. It's a bad habit. It's annoying and pretentious, especially since my grammar sucks one and a half. If you hear me doing it, hurt me. Please.
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| 12:33 AM
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Do not use your boyfriend. Do not take advantage of the fact that he is whipped. Do not take advantage of the fact that he is whipped and has a nice paycheck. You know who you are. Then again...maybe he deserves it. anatanoonakaonomimashitaka?
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| 12:09 PM
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