Anyway, I got a special Derek so I'm going to do this...thing?

***List five truths. Five things that are on your mind. Good, bad, it matters not. Lift some weight off. Then, pick five people to do the same.***

1. Ignoring my phone on my birthday is a little thing I started doing after this one time Ra just turned off his cell for the duration of his birthday. It seemed like a good idea, and it was. I've done it every year since.

2. I am such a total wreck.

3. I am also a bad girlfriend.

4. I have a lot to be thankful for; there are a lot of things that I have that I probably don't deserve. I have some wonderful people in my life that are remarkably good to me, I'm financially stable (sort of at least for now?), and I suppose I have everything I'd ever wanted at this point in my life.

(okay this is random but my computer just connected to the peer-to-peer "network" "i hate mini asians" which is something adam made for me during a 156 study session a long long time ago)

5. I think that over the past few years it has become even more difficult to trust people and what they think of me and I think it's becoming somewhat debilitating.

Okay so half of that did not even make sense but give me a break please after all it's 5 in the morning!

(almost)

Anyhow, I tag anyone who is feeling a little insightful. That is all.