i think 2006 may end up being some crazy low point for me which is odd because everything is actually going pretty well. i think this is what happens when you leave me alone to think. that plus my neverending doubts and insecurities about my competence at work among other things. i suppose last year could have ended up being the same, but i was too busy riding my emotional rollercoaster and being drunk while adjusting to change after change after change (three residences, three employers, two boyfriends, classes upon classes upon graduation and billions of cocktails and types of beer) to pay that much attention to myself. or to my head, anyway. not only that but i was constantly surrounded by people. so, in essence, i've created my own low point. which means that perhaps i deserve it ;P
i have a hangnail.
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