That personality test (below) told me that subconciously, I am indecisive. That's absolut bull. I know I'm indecisive. Somehow, I can't seem to figure out what's best for me. Maybe it's my track record of bad decisions and too many what ifs...but nevermind that. I end up relying on others to somehow sway my decision or even to make it for me, which is silly because who really knows me better than me? Who's going to understand how much I can take, how far I can go (this is starting to sound pornographic), and how much I'm capable of except me?

That's the thing...I tend to either over or underestimate how much I can handle and end up completely screwed over.

Maybe things are just not meant to go right.

I'm sleepy and not thinking straight. Please disregard everything I just wrote. I'm just posting it because it would have been a waste of seven minutes if I don't.