Feeling somewhat more content at this point in some aspects...
I like the feeling of knowing my friends are there...that they exist...that they are flesh and blood people. When I go into my moody spells it seems as if they're just lingering ideas and memories--ghosts of people that may or may not have existed. Now I know they're here, and not only that but I get to see a few of them on Sunday and Monday. And Leah is coming back soon. =)
There are other things that I'm pretty fed up with though--school is one of them. But there's not too much I can do now. Just study for finals. What happens happens.
And the the other thing? I don't know. I don't have time for that right now.