I can't do this anymore!!!

*deep breath*

Okay I'm officially really sick of school. I can't get motivated. The bf even tried to bribe me by promising to take me out to a (classical) concert if I did well this quarter and I know he doesn't like that kind of thing but even though I think it would be awesome if he actually went with me to a concert even that doesn't seem to be enough motivation for me.

I want to go home. And do nothing productive. I want to have the kind of worry-free life I had the summer before college. My head is exhausted and I don't know what to do. I can't think, and I'm really worried about my grades this quarter, but I still can't seem to get my rear into gear (rhyme..HA)

I'm feeling sick and really kind of lonely for whatever reason.

Time for me to go to sleep.

Because, dammit, I have to wake up tomorrow morning.