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Roomie M sent me a cool link
First Born

Characteristic Bad Feeling: Guilt
Yes, yes that's me! I have a tendency to feel guilty even when I'm not sure there's a good reason to feel guilty.

Strategies for survival: Placating, Covering Up
Perhaps...

Sense of Justice: People should get what they deserve
Yeah, even I think I get things I don't deserve. Good and bad.

T-shirt: "I don't know, what do you think?"
I'm painfully indecisive and non-commital.

Nature of Humor: Teasing
I have a strange sense of humor.Means of Relating: Placating

Relational: Fears others may be offended, Placater
I have this paranoia. I'm something of a people pleaser, I guess...?

Type of Procrastination: Dreaming instead of doing
Actually, I embrace all forms of procrastination! But dreaming instead of doing is definitely one of them.

Marriage: Goes along with what partner wants
I'm a big fat pushover =\

Common Phrase: "I don't know"
I really don't know.

Lately it just feels like my world has been crashing down on me--but then I look around only to see that it hasn't really. Yet the feeling comes back again and again. It's gotten to the point where I'm not even sure about what I want or what I'm feeling and it's making me feel incredibly depressed. I feel overwhelmed when I shouldn't be, I feel alone when I'm not. I'm feeling very needy (very uncharacteristic of me) and insecure but I feel like I'm not getting what I need and I don't have any sense of security whatsoever. When I talk my words get caught up in my throat and come out all tangled up, to the point where I don't even know what I'm saying. It's frustrating and it makes me feel so horrible. I'm tired but I can't sleep, I can't wake up, I'm not motivated to move or even get out of the car when I get to school.

I'm in such a slump.


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