Okay so I was talking to Juniper on Tuesday and she was telling me about retreat and how much she missed having me, Mogy and Uika there and how stupid Jr Y was getting because everyone there is basically there for one reason...getting hooked up with somebody/something/anything and it's so freakin' STUPID because everyone is losing focus of what Jr. YBA is really supposed to be about. Jr. YBA is supposed to stand for Junior Young Buddhists Assoc. and there are Christians joining the group which would be fine if they were joining to learn more and become more aware of other faiths and such but they aren't everything is so effin' social and it's really annoying because all of the seminars and retreat and conference and everything don't mean anything to the majority of the people who attend them. I'm so glad I'm not in it anymore and I wish that I wasn't in it the last year that I was in it because that was a waste of time and money. But maybe it was good that I was there because frick at least I cared and at least I did what I had to do unlike the other flakes that really don't know anything and as self-righteous as that sounds it's so freakin true. There were precious few that knew anything or got anything out of the seminars and that didn't go just for the stupid dance that was always at the end. I don't know what had happened because there used to be people that actually cared and did work for Jr Y like it really mattered and not like it was some big Festival of the Youths minus the walking around naked part. I bring this all up because I was just talking to Morsel who was telling me about retreat and that the content was good but that it was all very mottainai because the people there just couldn't appreciate.

So my conclusion. Jr YBA pisses me off. Thank you.